Can I just say November is not a good month, well at least to me. On top of crazy workload, I am now acting as an interim team lead in the meantime before my senior who rejoined the team taking over the task. I barely have enough rests these days, mainly I have been using my brain a lot at work for decision making, scrutinizing, interviewing, crafting emails, investigating and seeking approvals.

I feel mentally fatigue almost every other day, especially after work. Not to mention, I have been waking up at 5am, not sure if it’s due to work stress, I will sleep back thereafter, as if I messed up my body clock. Still biting the bullet at work as I have yet to figure out my own system to work in office. Hopefully I don’t fall sick or so especially during Covid times… Though I met few counterparties who are not being cooperative, but I am blessed to have supportive boss and seniors leading my way.

I have been following this Horoscope guru whom I find really experienced. After knowing what’s coming in November, I just have to better prepare myself. She mentioned we (Sagittarius baby) will be receiving a lot of weird cases (which is true, I have been encountering quite number of odd jobs), having trouble to sleep and have to find ways to tug oneself to sleep (which is also true). I didn’t get to sleep today, at all. Insomnia sucks! I would feel helpless at times. There’s nothing much to do except to better equip myself and let the time flows. I just need to focus on myself and do my own thing despite there might be menace at work.

It’s 7th November today and I already feel very restless. Can’t wait to end the month and welcome December- my birthday month! Hoping for well-being of myself (mental health & physical health) and no heart attacks please~